Update On Me

[Ms. Milani]

For the past few weeks I haven't been seeing too many clients. My apologies. My energy level has really dropped and my belly size has made it difficult to do as much as I'm used to. To be honest I am worried that I will not be able to perform like my old reviews (being Hell Bunny and all). I've been struggling with serious low energy due to being anemic. This pregnancy has been really hard on me. Especially with a lowered immune system. I've been struggling very badly. There is a chance I might be evicted, lose my truck, and get my power turned off. I am selling furniture and anything else that I can. Even my bed if need be (I can deal with sleeping on blankets on the floor). And to be honest...I'm terrified. Terrified that I will end up in the homeless shelter with my kids again. I've never had such a crappy pregnancy so I admit I didn't plan properly. Thankfully I had some wonderful clients from the board that helped me with Christmas presents for my kids. I am eternally grateful. I truly hate asking and I feel like dirt even doing this but I need help. If you want to buy any furniture, need a babysitter (for any providers that need it), have any odd jobs that I can do, or anything..please I beg you to let me know. I have requests to travel to Austin but my doctor thinks I could go into labor any day and I've been having panic attacks when I'm in a vehicle (thankfully only when pregnant) so traveling is not an option for me right now. My ex is trying his best to find a new job to support me during this period but he's also trying to make sure he's helping with me since I've been so exhausted and weak from the anemia and low immune system. I have no family and no local friends. Any kind of help would be great. Even if it's just advice (please no bashing as I'm already bashing myself enough for not planning properly) or locations of places that are hiring (he's looking for something temp). I was going to try and work this weekend but honestly not sure how I will do because lately it's been hard just to get out of bed and walk around and I've been in a lot of pain pelvis and hip wise. I feel like I'm failing my kids. I'm very confused because part of me is yelling at me to shut up and work but then my body is begging for rest.

Thank you again for your time.

Malaya

[Rocket210]

Sorry to hear your going through a tough time. Stay strong keep your head up! I can't think of anything right now that may help but ill keep an eye and ear out. Right now just focus on being healthy for your new baby! Maybe a friend close to ya can start something like donations to help you during this time period? Don't feel bad for asking, just keep your head up, stay positive, and the times will turn for the best!

[The White Queen]

babygirl, every avenue - no shame in that. I will send you pm.

[rockerrick]

Sorry to here you're struggling , hope things get better soon !

[greenhorn1960]

Nothing but positive thoughts and well wishes your way!

[coochiemuncher]

I wish you well. Stay strong. I will PM you. How many youngsters do you have.

[MichaelWeston]

If your ex has a CDL, there are many companies south of San Antonio that are looking for drivers. Also they are needing help with staff for office type of jobs.

[ArisRose]

I don't know how it works in Texas but have you dialed 211 or check the yellow pages for your local Catholic Concern center. Even though they will tell you that funds are low because of the holidays they can sometimes make something happen when it comes to a pregnant lady w/kids.

[DallasRain]

best to ya babe!!!

[Ms. Milani]

Originally Posted by ArisRose

I don't know how it works in Texas but have you dialed 211 or check the yellow pages for your local Catholic Concern center. Even though they will tell you that funds are low because of the holidays they can sometimes make something happen when it comes to a pregnant lady w/kids.

Yes I have. Sadly all rental places are out of funding and they only help with power when you get a disconnection notice but since I'm on a payment plan they will disconnect immediately if I miss the due date. So we will be without power until the appointment which will be 2 weeks from the disconnection time.

[Ms. Milani]

Originally Posted by MichaelWeston

If your ex has a CDL, there are many companies south of San Antonio that are looking for drivers. Also they are needing help with staff for office type of jobs.

Can you send me the information for the cdl jobs? Thank you!

[Ms. Milani]

Originally Posted by coochiemuncher

I wish you well. Stay strong. I will PM you. How many youngsters do you have.

I have 4 little ones under 6.

[FunWithAjax]

UPS is hiring / I will see what donations I can set aside for you. If someone can pay for incall next weekend...all dates will go to you...I will provide a surrogate muffin :=)

[Ms. Milani]

Originally Posted by FunWithAjax

UPS is hiring / I will see what donations I can set aside for you. If someone can pay for incall next weekend...all dates will go to you...I will provide a surrogate muffin :=)

I'm going to text you. I wanted to ask you some things. Hugs!

[satexasguy]

How much do you need to keep your electricity from being cut off? And how much do you need to not be evicted? Maybe some of the members can donate a little towards helping with those costs. Every little donation could add up.