Traplover69 , I am truly sorry you had a bad experience . Thank you so much for your vulnerability and sharing how you feel . This helps everyone especially the gentleman when making decisions on providers . I am truly sorry this happened and your are feeling this way .
Hold your head up high and sum it up to a learning experience . There are a lot of amazing providers out there and you happen to stumble across a bad apple which there is one of those in every line of work or profession . We can all make bad decisions when hormones or attraction comes in to play . I have kissed many frogs before finding a prince . Don't be so hard on yourself , have a wonderful day