Dude most of these girls have spider bite issues and you seem to only care about this one. They don’t care about clients either. This is a business model with one sole purpose and nothing else. As soon as it goes beyond that, you need to get your head checked. And to say that ‘none of you would have the opportunity to see a girl like her if you didn't have to pay’..... Speak for yourself man. Some people, like you apparently, do this because they have literally no other options with woman. Many do have options, and do this for fun.
I think you love her.