A really interesting pm

[FirePhoenix]

Ever hear of "parental kiddnapping"? When someone can understand the pain of finally finding out the school where you kids are at with paperwork in hand only to have the principal come out and tell you that according to their paperwork that you are dead while you watch the asshole walk off with your children and you never even get to speak a word to them. Then you can say what pain that is as your scream to them "I love you" cuz you will damned if you don't make sure that above all else you have always loved and looked for them.

[saustin]

When the hole is deep enough, stop digging.

[FirePhoenix]

The truly fucked up part is that after I was able to establish that indeed I was not only alive, that I had the right paperwork,in fact even went above and beyond the normal paperwork needed for such a case, both the principal and the officers on the seen all agree the asshole smelled of a brewery! But it was far to late by then,far,far to late. I didn't find them again for another year.

Victoria I will say this one last time READ the posts before you say I bought up your children. I said that I can understand the loss of a child and that you couldn't even understand how much I know and understand that type of loss. You are the one that went flipping out and said it was all about you.

[FirePhoenix]

What hole saustin? The ones you all dig yourselves in or the white rabbit hole you all so badly want me to go down?

[FirePhoenix]

What's truly fucked up and deranged is a person trying to say I don't get your pain about a loss of a child from a person that has loss a child. That's fucked up
Ya Victoria I sure as hell don't want to know you either until you get some help and group therapy with other parents. Really you should hear others stories of such a loss. It helped me with my pain. Why do you think the cops and principal were saying that I went above and beyond the paperwork I needed to get my children. I still have that paperwork today stating I attended those group therapy meetings.

[Kickrocks]

What's truly fucked up is this is even discussed on a hooker board.

[Austin Ellen]

Fire,
I mean this sincerely. Back away from the boards. Your conversation is inappropriate for this forum. Perhaps, you can talk to a friend or someone else in a private setting and they can help you sort this out. Everybody does not need to know or want to know your private affairs.
Please reach out to someone that can help you with your problems. Everybody has issues and there is no shame in asking for help.

[FirePhoenix]

What's truly fucked up is that all of those steps I took to find my children,and during that whole time I did by myself,alone. No boyfriend,no mother to talk to,no family to hear me. Just me, by myself to cry myself to sleep for a very long time. I've healed from that time and children are special and precious to me in every way. I again can finally look at a child's face with their innocent happiness with a smile and happily glowing eyes of pure joy at their joyfulness.

[FirePhoenix]

How about this- start up an anonymous poll asking the question "would you like you provider to just use a condom or a condom and a medication that helps prevent HIV". 2) anyone want to take a voluntary pee test with me 3) go to a group meeting of grieving parents with me and repeat what Victoria has posted and I tell my story of loss as well. That person that repeats what Victoria posted has to report back the reactions from the other grieving parents.

[FirePhoenix]

A lot of hobbiest are in the hobby because they fear that if they leave their wife or girlfriend that they will go through a situation just like the one I posted. Many single father's know and understand what I have posted to because they have gone through something much like the situation I posted. I hope that at least they were not told that they were dead. It feels weird to have someone tell you to your face that your dead. Not many get to claim that they have had that happen to them and if they do it's because,well, the person is really old.

Many do not understand that I would never knowingly misuse a client's information or contact them without their permission. I would not risk their daily life for any reason. They might have family's they are protecting because they want to be a part of their children's life all the time and not just the every other weekend from a bitch mother that wants more child support. They might have a business that might be wrecked because some provider wanted to blackmail them because she was broke makes me so sick to my stomach with disgust. Due to my experiences in life I have always tried to protect a client's information. If hackers and trust me I have heard so many stories of just providers hacking everything from email,to eccie accounts,411 accounts it makes me sick to my stomach about how naive I was and, well, I truly still am. I'm great at a lot of things but all of this computer, phone stuff is a bit much for me. I will always keep trying to protect client's information but really blame the other soulless, greedy, insecure bitchs for being so nasty.

[rockerrick]

So when your condo was raided and you had to change to this handle, and you somehow got off (giving up info), your phone was never out of your possession while you were arrested (keep in mind everyone knows they don't let you keep anything)? I'm gonna call bullshit on that... Your ass sang like a fucking canary!

[FirePhoenix]

RR, where in the hell do come up with this shit? First of all I've never had a condo. Second I've never been raided. Third of all I've never given up anyone. Last of all the one time I was charged and never convicted of anything my phone was wedged in the couch and never brought with me. Meaning no one could FIND my phone. DUH, you donkeys butt!!

[rockerrick]

Condo, Apartment, tomato, tomato

Like fuck you weren't raided and busted for prostitution and changed your handle from tiffjay to Fire Fucking Idiot!

You posted it in coed you stupid ass loudmouth idiot!

You weren't convicted because you're a fucking rat that worked with the fucking pigs.

[FirePhoenix]

Ok, let me get this straight- you say I "squealed like a pig" to the cops and then I turn around and tell everyone on coed. How much sense does that make? Also I let everyone know that I had changed my handle from tiffjay to firephoenix. In fact I even bring up YOUR review that has the handle of tiffjay. I proudly own that handle because as everyone knows it's my fucking name!! So how much sense are you making?

One thing that I have learned in life is the people that scream the loudest about pointing the finger at someone else means that they are they one that did the action. Remember that kid in school that would fart in class and everyone knew it was that kid. But that kid always pointed the finger at another kid and said it was that other kid. This is the same thing. So RR who have you ratted out and why did you squealed to pigs? I find it even more interesting that you have been out of the hobby for 2 years now. Almost like a probation time period. In fact now that I think about it did some other provider do exactly what you are saying and trying to blame me for your legal problems. I'm going to have to investigate on that theory.

[rockerrick]

I never said you squealed like a pig you illiterate dipshit.
Re-read my post after you finish hooked on phonics illiterate moron.

You told everyone in coed that your place was raided and you were busted.

You ratted to get off the charges.

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