You know...I'm as sweet as can be. Just don't mess with me. I have met some awesome guys here and they know the bitchy persona isn't really me. Its the insecure ones who are intimidated. And other than one or two of them I've never met the rest. I don't care. But what did bother me was when a provider told one of the guys I said horrible things about him. I was shocked. I had met him and shared personal stuff, evn talked about cycling. And in an instant without ever asking me he just turned on me. I guess that's when I became jaded. I'm more careful now and only a handful are allowed in my personal space. Women included. And I hold no grudges. I would have never replied had afew men not talked ugly. They could have kept their drama to themselves. Ironic isn't it? They accuse me of what they initiated. I guess they thought I would keep quiet. With the events in my life the past 2 years this board and those people are so insignificant. No sleep has been lost. Life is too short to sweat the small stuff.
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