Wynter, I have read some sad stuff on here and your post's (not just this one - but all of them) rank right up in the hall of fame of the worst, you come across as uneducated, but that is not the BIG problem, the big problem is that you don't care. Lots of people start at the bottom and work their way up.
Your posts are always full of typos that could easily be fixed, your over use of "smiles" could easily be fixed with a simple click of the edit button, hell your sig line has looked like shit for months and you could careless .... your lack of care for yourself, will only cause others to careless about you as well.
There is a saying "fake it until you make it" and that's what you need to do.
Just like dozens before you, you need serious professional help. There is not an amount of money in the world that can "cure" you. It is blatantly obvious from your eyes in your pictures and how you conduct yourself on the board that you have "forbidden topic" problems as well as lack of an education and some deep seeded personal issues.
If you really want help, stop begging clients for help and start googleing support groups in your area or maybe even consider getting out of this profession and think about calling the women's center of Houston or any shelter that helps women with substance abuse problems and prostitution.
Wyner, you can't do this alone, you need help. And while my post may come across as harsh, I have the best intentions.
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