One of my hobbies is; staying at every "FantaSuites" / novelty / theme hotel in the U.S.A. There are maybe about 60 to 80 hotels like this in the U.S.A. right now. You know what I am referring to; heart shaped vibrating bed with red rope light around it + a jacuzzi + cheetah wallpaper
(My other hobby is visiting every first-generation (where "Deep Throat" opened) X-rated movie theatre in the U.S.A. There are about 50 "survivors-in-the-internet-era.)
I am interested in the erotic environment.
(I am also interested in kitsch.)
My love of "fantasy decorated rooms" is related to the fact that I am not a casual person, (intentionally.) I am NOT "salt of the earth." If I ever appear natural / casual / organic, it's just because I am switching from one artificial / enhanced project to the next. I am drawn to a life with stimulation + decoration.
My other personality trait that relates to "suspension of reality" is my hyper energy. (I am kind of ADD-ish) + It is distracting for me to look at "sexy photos" full of bric-a-brac + daily ephemera. Sometimes, I can't get off to porn, if there is distracting objects in the background. I masturbate like a minimalist !!!
I wish I had more of a decorated sex space right now, but I am a person who stays in hotels. When I did have my own incall apartment space, it was one room with a bed + a stripper pole + black lights + neon light surrounding nude art <3 <3 <3
I hid all of my personal possessions, so the apartment would have more of a "fantasy" vibe. One of my provider BFF's was like, "Where is all of your stuff ? It does not look like a girl is here." (She has a "realistic" incall space" that looks homey, warm. and lived in.)
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