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Originally Posted by stuckinsyracuse
I guess my point too is most are threADs...just seems silly to always call them out. Makes the board more interesting with provider involvement
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I believe some of the providers are pretty much tackled by the “good ol' boys’ club's” Gargoyle like wings, and I believe some providers are guarded by the “good ol' boys' club's” Protector like wings.
IF that makes any sense to y'all.
I have had the opportunity to engage with some of the more esteemed (in my eyes) "club members" who do not allow themselves to have Gargoyle like wings- even though they are associated with the good ol' boys club....
Unfortunately, I have also engaged with the other...
I have been discouraged about posting because of others' posts, and I am sure this is an inevitable part of my future.
I am with you, though, and support idealistic loving ways of life. I DO "imagine all the people living life in peace."
But, even then, peace to one may not be peace to another.. .
I'm an idealist, a realist, and a ponderer with a gentle heart. It has always been tough for me to take on the harshness of the world, probably because of the idealistic parts of me, but I do so with courage. (Most days)
I try to toss in love and understanding, and that is difficult sometimes, too, especially during gargoyle attacks. I basically shut down and am just sad from such disappointments.
However, it is ME that chooses to place high expectations and idealistic hopes for the board and in life, so it is me that will encounter let downs.
Although I might avoid the let downs by being more realistic and not having hopes of idealism, this is the MOST difficult for me to ever do.
Why? Because it is in my heart, and depths, and self that I want to live more. More. More gently. More with understanding. More with forgiveness. More with love and laughter. More without hurting. More as I wish the world to be... Less mean, less judging, less hurting. These are some of my goals.
The business has been hard for me emotionally, intellectually, psychologically, philosophically, and spiritually -because in my eyes (idealistically) I should not be here; realistically- it makes perfect sense.
I would like to think I am a woman who makes a difference in the world, although some days I question what differences I may make.