Carly, numerous members have given you suggestions on various occasions, on how to better your service and attitude to gain and maintain a quality client base from here. (And honestly, if JD takes the time to do that...WOW. lol). Unfortunately, it seems things will go smooth for you for awhile, and then your demons (?) rear their ugly head and you seem to spiral for a bit. From your pics, and your "yes" reviews, you truly have the assets and potential to be a quality provider and go far in the Hobby. But YOU, are the only one that can make the decision to do so. If you did, and kept your demons at bay, I imagine you would have a fair amount of repeat and regular business. For me personally, I'd love a quality appt with you, and numerous times have started to make an appt with you. Unfortunately, whenever I'm ready and check your reviews, there's always a recent "NO" review. I'm quite certain that there are more members here than not, that would like to see you get yourself lined out and be able to provide a comfortable, fun, and relaxing atmosphere for a mutually beneficial relationship. At some point in our lives, we ALL have to look within ourselves to seek self-improvement for direction and goal accomplishment, rather than just surviving day to day. Maybe it's time for an honest look within yourself.
(And let me extend a joyful "PISS OFF" in advance, to any of you jackass's with smartass responses to my commentary.)