Well, it's happened again. I lost another one. Exquisite FBSM mistress Ms. Taylor Reed has found greener pastures elsewhere and is no longer offering her services..at least not here in Austin. I certainly wish her good luck on her newfound opportunities. Her departure, however, has left me back at square one.
First of all, don't take my complaining too seriously. I'm just in a grumpy mood. Although I occasionally enjoy full service, my normal MO is to find a FBSM provider I like and stay with her until such time as she either moves or retires. This predisposition has two results. Result one: At any given time I have only a single reference. Typically this is not a problem since I only see one provider at a time. Result two: When said provider leaves/retires, I am left with NO references. There's the rub.
I'm in my late 40's now and I like the "fantasy". You know..the one where we pretend to flirt with one another, starting when I contact my regular by email. She pretends I'm sexy and funny and can't wait to see me...and I pretend she's right. After an appointment, I say "thank you". She says "You're welcome". The devil is in the details. I still fail to understand why some providers won't respond with a simple email "You're welcome" after I email a "Thank You" after an appointment!
My first regular provider was Kayah. I loved her accent and I loved the way she would cuddle in my lap on her couch after a session. I am not sure whether she moved or retired. Let's just say that she had some issues and she needed to get her head straight.
I also saw Aspasia for quite awhile. I am not sure if she's still around or not. She was the only provider I made a decision not to see anymore. Aspasia was still pretty terrific. She also had a sexy accent (either I am attracted to sexy accents OR FBSM providers tend to have sexy accents, or both?) and I liked her services a lot, but we never quite hit it off. I always thought it strange that she spent so much time talking about other men in her sessions. She was all "artsy fartsy", I'm all "math/science". And her dog bit me...
For a while, there was Stephanie, who probably had the best massage. Then there was
Paige
. Paige has gotta be my ATF. She immersed herself in the fantasy. She was "value-added". She typically started out with a dance, then a massage, then even joined me in the shower for the post-game show.
And most recently there was Taylor Reed. Until last week. So now I am looking for a young, beautiful, flirty, value-added, FBSM provider, preferably with a foreign accent, who will acknowledge my "Thank You's". Oh, and most importantly, doesn't ask for two references!
Too Loyal for my own good...or back to being a newbie
