mourning a provider's passing

[kuhoplite]

Hi all. I've only posted a few times on eccie, but I visit the site regularly. Recently I found out that a very utr provider I've known off and on for 15+ years died recently. Because of the nature of our relationship and respect for her privacy, I'm having a hard time dealing w/ the emotions since I can't really talk to anyone about it. Her vm still works and I'm somewhat embarrassed to say that I've called a few times just to hear her voice. She popped my escort cherry when I was just a kid and she was more than twice my age. I was smitten from the beginning and we shared some great times together. Best of all, she was a helluva human being. I miss her a lot. Just needed to write it down and put it out there. Thanks. No need to reply.

[bp6570]

Sorry for your loss.

[Guest081115-1]

My heartfelt symphaty goes out to you! Loss someone you cares very much is a hurtful feeling. Speaking out and have an encouraging words will help your heart heal somewhat.

[Guest021115]

I think this is super sweet. I'm so sorry to hear you are missing a dear friend.

Here's a .... hope it helps a little.