I just want to apologize to everybody that I nc/ns. I truly feel bad about wasting each of your time. But every time I make an appointment it is because I really do want to see you, but sometimes things do happen and it is easier for me to run away than to try to fix it and sometimes I have to admit that it is just because I suddenly don't feel like it. It is wrong and immature and I'm ashamed of it. This hobby just started to feel like work, and it's not something that I'm good at. I do love everybody in this site. And I truly enjoy each of y'all's company. but because this hobby has started to feel like work, I no longer want to be in it. So before I post my last ad next week, I just want to let all of you know that I am retiring.
Also, if it helps to put everybody at ease, or those whom I have done bareback unplanned, I do get tested every 3 weeks. And for those who have seen me I'm sure you would see that I do take really good care of myself and even though I am a bad girl in bed, I am a good girl. And I do respect and care about ur health just as well as mine. I would not purposely endanger u. I'm sorry that I don't have better control of myself sometimes but I'm sure that I'm also not the only one to blame in this situation.
I hope I see y'all before I go, I don't want disappear without saying good bye.
But if I don't, I love u guys!